I’m back! I haven’t blogged in a number of months, but the time has come. I was writing quite regularly but something (I can’t even remember what), threw me off my schedule… and before I knew it I had stopped.
When I was writing before, it was a personal blog that I slowly tried to shift more to business but at the time I wasn’t confident about posting business related information, or tips and tricks because I really felt I was still in the development stage of my own new career.
Back then, I would wonder when I would turn the corner from feeling, almost, like a fake or a fraud. Do you know that feeling? Have you ever thought to yourself, “who am I to tell people that I am a business owner?”? I didn’t always see myself as a ‘Solopreneur’.
The key for me was not giving up on my dream. That truly kept me going… When I would let my mind wander, I would find self-doubt. Had I made a mistake… giving up a pretty good job that I had had for over 10 years? I’m lucky… I’ve always been the kind of person who is hopeful and that self-doubt never lasts very long. I kept my eye on the prize by reminding myself EXACTLY why I wanted this career.
Now, here I am, a year and half since the launch of JenSheaVA and I recently realized that things really are moving in the right direction and in fact, I have organically found my niches.
I’ve always known that what ever I do, I really wanted to be able to be creative and help people. After a couple of recent conversations with another VA and friend, I realized I that I am doing both.
My business really is taking off… people are finding me!!!
I am feeling blessed. I’ve met some wonderful people since starting this journey in the Virtual World. Women who were starting around the same time as me… women (and men) who so very generously shared their time and knowledge and others who became clients… and I feel confident in calling all these people, friends.
I will only look back now with a huge smile on my face, and look forward to all the exciting things to come.
2014 has already become my year!
Looking back at 2013, I realize it really was a year of transition.
I’d been planning to become a VA since 2010. I took an 8 week course through Your VA Mentor, which was full of great information and tips to get my business started. I was also working full time though. So, I took the slow road to becoming a VA. I continued to work as a lot of things were happening in my personal life, and in 2011 I left a job that I had had for a number of years, to take a one-year position covering a maternity leave. It was a big step, and although I kept thinking I should be scared (or at least have my head checked), I never looked back. I knew I could never just quit my regular job to start my business because I didn’t really make enough money to ‘save’ a nest egg. With the Mat Leave position, I could.
That brought me to the end of the summer of 2012, when I really got going. Like most VA’s it took me some time to figure out what my niche was going to be. I knew already what I enjoyed doing, but could I market myself with those credentials? Then of course, there are the inevitable moments of self-doubt and concern. But, I am really proud of myself… I persevered.
Certainly there was the occasional self-questioning. Should I go back to work? I made pretty good money but when I decided to take on this new life, I had to give up my apartment in one of my favourite parts of Ottawa, to move into a teeny-tiny room (with my cat) in my sister’s apartment. That lasted a few months then went to stay with a friend (in her lovely large house).
I stuck through it and gradually things came together, as they say. I am doing what I love, and meeting fantastic people along the way. I don’t miss working in an office… I have made so many wonderful like-minded friends, from around the world. Some have become colleagues others clients. How lucky am I?
One word, I found myself saying a lot last year, was “Awesome”… It’s true – so much seemed new and exciting and awesome!
I’m pretty excited about this year… for me, the year of determination.